Saturday 29 June 2013

When life gets harder...


Life… an endless fight for your hopes and dreams to be fulfilled which are stuck in this reality. To watch how your hopes and dreams are faded away is one of the cruelest moments in life.
But does fate work? I have been asking myself this question for a long time. Is it true that you are the one to create your path in life or is it someone else?
But whatever happens, you have to follow your own path… no matter how many times you struggle, even if you don't have the money or if people are trying to block your road. Keep your head up and do what you want to do. Otherwise, you will live a life full of regrets.
I've done many mistakes in my life, but everything that happened to me is a lesson that strengthens me a lot. I met people how became dear to me but also people who brought only pain. But I thank them all… 
Then HE appeared. In a moment in my life when I was confused, stressed… I was feeling abandoned and hopeless… We like each other a lot and I thought that things will work out for both. We need each other to be complete. I was so happy that finally something good happened to me. But still, our passion wasn't consumed and we must keep the distance. Its way too complicated for the moment and I don't know if we will be someday together. This thought is killing me. He is very nice to me, cute, smart, and intelligent and he is not that type of guy who takes advance of girls in love… I am so lucky that I met him… perhaps… someday… we can live the love story I've always longed for. But if it's not him the one, he showed me that there are guys who still have feelings and do not think with their bottom head. I am more confident now…
I have a dream… and that dream will become reality… Because I am a fighter and I always get what I want…

Saturday 14 January 2012

Things that matter...


Incerc sa modelez sentimente cu niste cuvinte de mine inventate.

Toate vin din cap, numai dragostea din inima.

Iubesc patimas, neconditionat si, totusi, ma doare.

Gramada cere varf, dar eu nu cer gramada.

Iubirea e un teren minat pe care ador sa merg.

Sa te loveasca o masina nu-i la fel de dureros ca atunci cand te loveste indiferenta mea.

Nu-mi e frica sa spun ceea ce gandesc. Oricum majoritatea nu ma intelege.

Poti fugi, dar, intr-un final, tot vei fi ucis de ce ti-e frica.

Cand vad ce-i in jurul meu, inchid ochii, ma gandesc la Caragiale si soptesc naiv: Doua secole ne despart, dar diferenta dintre oamenii de atunci si cei de azi e doar vestimentatia.

Rozul e culoarea ce indica starea bolnavicioaca a sufletului ce face exces de aceasta.

Sufletul e in agonie cand trupul e in extaz.

Depasirea ego-ului e semnul clar ca un om a evoluat.

Sarcasmul e acea limba pe care o folosesc pentru propriul meu amuzament. Simultan, imi vine sa plang.

Misterele sunt facute sa nu fie descoperite niciodata. Mintea umana nu e coapta pentru asa ceva.

Dumnezeu e echilibrul in Univers. Odata ce balanta se inclina, un nou rau se naste.

Daca noi avem capacitatea de a ne alege destinul, atunci de ce exista coincidente? Din cate stiu eu, nimic nu e intamplator in lume. Toate sunt facute cu un motiv. Doamne...lumea asta e prea perfecta.

A te limita inseamna a te priva de evolutie.